A Life Phase

Posted by waluyo Friday, October 30, 2009


One day in the year 1998 when my age 16 years and my age still becoming mystery to emerge insight in my mind and heart. A' azm (intention) silent to quiet presumption, plants couplets Andalusia in potency farm, put on lipstick with letter bunch hijaiyyah (Arabic letter) masterpiece of Ibni Maliki. My phrases this insight at the Murabby (personal teacher) and Walidi (Parent). Both permit.

Accurate one day nearing performance grand called on, where door of heavens wide open and cover of place of endless persecution and lowering of lailatul qadar (the most night than one thousand nights). I am in accompanying two my mukhalith (best friend) dweller humanity dormitory, namely Kang Burhan and Mr Uthi go to direction of bus rising west by having determined to do, intention, and bless and 20 kilograms rice sitting in my back. On schedule lohor, we arrive at Tasikmalaya bus terminal, then looks for mosque to face the Allah SWT, then we went up bus again glides to Pamijahan area. In area this is, precisely in mausoleum Syech ' Abdul Muhyi we will remain during one months to execute 'azm (intention).

At arrival over there we are direct called on (faces) door-keeper or mausoleum officer. We phrase purpose and intention of arrival, after getting permit from we also direct towards to mausoleum. The mausoleum at hill midst by encircled [by] racing along river and very limpid. To reach mausoleum must tread horse which when I try calculates it, result of his will differ from the next calculation. We are having three lives in the musholla around mausoleum.

Man who live in the mausoleum not only us. But, quite a few the others, they come from various areas. First day, we feel is chilled remarkableness because till now have never lives in cool area so that we must dress more than three. Besides struggling chilledly that is we also ripe self, "enunciated child of dormitory". Coincidently before we have also there are the place resident usually ripe self thus can be cook together.

Situation in mausoleum so cold, calm, and peaceful. Birds chat by singing in tree sticks to accompanies the light king to explore earth with accompaniment splash clamourly flowing river water. The visitors also sings oscillation dzikir (remember to Allah), munajat (intercourse with Allah SWT) to The Great Power of God at the opposite of strength of the His are being. Tone thundering echo and meaning Al-Qur'an is, therapy every greedy. Night gropes every life bumpy gap, sends the chiefs of world to the confronting.

Confronting of the meaning searchers is feeling awareness as slave. Slave which slave must by one points “The Creator" owner of energy is returned energy of the His are being.

One weeks we have passed the situation, Mr Burhan talks, "I am weak again here, my body am weak arrest, so I am return ahead, yes?" my heart weighing and Mr Uthi also candid him to go home precedes. We are between him to terminal. Go home Mr Burhan to dormitory by bringing experienced stories.

One week then simply Mr Uthi also proposes Mr Burhan assortedly reason. Finally from us is having three remain me is trying stays. The next days I am passing alone.

One day, precisely Friday in twenty last of I and friends same visitor takes the air to hill Safardadi cave above, the hill above we discover two adjacent waterfall, local resident calls it with "gold waterfall" in tip of under left side waterfall there is star fruit tree, this star fruit tree having hole and after I to observe simply this tree not having wood, only just skin but lived within reason tree at common and even in flower. Accurate under tree there is dish stone which studded with of sentence laa ilaaha illallah. Then we try for laugh to God SWT with reading surah Al-Fatihah and Al-Mu'awwidatain with close eye. After completed we open eye, "masya Allah" our mouth are direct reflects says the sentence, simply the interests had turned into fruit. I also to this moment has not known why that thing can happened. With amazed taste, we are think to pluck it. Because day increasingly noon and we must execute Friday shalat, we also downwards and back to mausoleum. After maghrib, I told a story about case of the noon to same visitors showing and allots fruit of star fruit.

Case about star fruit tree has elapsed and I also didn’t mind it. I think only if Allah SWT had wanted, anything can happened. Along run of time, I was placed experience other thing by Allah SWT, that is meeting with a child age 6 year but has been deposited remarkable idiosyncrasy.

One day this child comes with his father. He draws near myself is being analyzes and makes every effort learns by heart Spain Moslem scholar masterwork Ibnu Malik, that is one grammatical books high level Arab language containing around a thousand idyl couplets (nadzam), because amounts to a thousand hence book is entitled Alfiyah Ibni Malik. A moment me stops the activity, he only look into me with glowering, then he elapsed. When was trying to memorize again sudden he releases the voice and continues my memorizing am finite completed the a thousand couplets. I also the role of likely unconvinced by what happened in front of me. After completed learning by heart he also walks off me. I thus shame……..

As usual, night is world. Bouncing movement of Sentences Al-Qur'an from orifice of the visitor accompanies it. I step into mushalla, in corner right side I finds the child was bouncing sentences Al-Qur'an with memorizing. In secrecy me bush (hears seeing text) him, simply he really memorizing Al-Qur'an. Masya Allah……..three day he was in mausoleum but has made myself amazed by him. Besides he memorizes Alfiyah and Al-Qur'an simply he also memorizes many Hadits and masters multilingual of world. Before my vexed taste loses, I dares questioning about this child at his father. Based on description from his father I get information that the child has mastered the matter without through learning process as within reason people in general. He can without learning. Possibly this so-called with ladzuni science as I have heard story of description of this science before all but have never got the concrete evidence. God has given evidence truth of the direct story in front of I am through this child. After three days child and his father this walks off mausoleum without me to know where they go.

After 29 days I live in the mausoleum, I also sets mind on return. But pity, my money and rice has finished without remains. Firstly, I confuse "must go home use is?” In the middle of the confusion, taste wish to meet with family increasingly strong and always strong so that mind that is at first always considers all risks if I am return without cost also finally fails. The taste simply has mastered myself, I finally risks sets mind on still go home any the risk.

Morning six o'clock, I take leave with same visitor who live in mausoleum as great as ask forgiveness to all mistakes. My enters all clothes and book into plastic bag because the bag has in bringing return by both my friends goes home in advance. I stares at a moment the mausoleum and steps foot to decline doorstep and towards to terminal. Mind how later? What if? Also destroyed has from my marrow and I delivers this self to Having it.

After waiting half hour, car which I am waiting also comes. I sit in side driver and beside left my sits a middle age mother. At seven precises, this car glides to Tasikmalaya terminal. In the middle of journey, my itchy bottom and brain commands to scratch it. When scratching, subconsciously my hand get something else in starboard bottom, simply after I see something that is two money sheets with each nominal valuable Rp. 10000. I hardly is sure if this money not mine. When this vexed taste increasingly becomes, I dares questioning to driver and the mother on the left me. Simply both feeling not to lose money.

This finding money simply has made me to feel dilemma. At heart emerges question " this money do not property of me but I require it, if I took later how with had, otherwise, I am not guarantied to house". Finally I talk is forthright at driver about my situation and condition of the money. Simply the driver understand my condition. I only take one just sheets and one other sheets of I deliver to him, if later there are man who is feeling loss. Alhamdulillah (Allah SWT is the Owner of All praises)………Finally I also gets home robustly and safe.

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